Wake up early in the morning, around 7.30am, just because couldn"t sleep well after he left. Then i online to check whether he will be there. About 9am, he called me then we have some chat.
As usual after morning class, i went back home. Normally i will have lunch with him.Again, not today. Instead i tapau for my own and also for his mum. His mum was having eye operation yesterday, so i was thinking to visit her and also take my pants that i left in his room.
After i arrived, Guinness welcome me. Then i played around with him for a while. His mum asked me many questions, about his life, his job, more important his financial status. I can see her very sam tong about her son, in fact she cried. I tried to assure her he will be fine.I cannot tahan my tear also. Sigh. She is not suppose to cry as this is not good for her eyes. She needs to rest her eye.
She asked me whether i know about his financial stuff. I said i know a bit but not in details. She told me a figure that he owe after she check on the statements. She also worried about the legal action taken by Diamond Screen. I don't know what reaction should i give. The more she asked, the more she feel upset. She asked me to help him if i can.
After the conversation, i think i need a break. I need to recall what have we done until the situation become so bad. Before that i have never thought of the amount is so big. I have never thought of the nightmare is just started. I really hate him, why don't he talks to me honestly, why he still bought me the Tous, Celine, Gem Island package, why don't he reject Concorde hotel. WHY? I really don't need that stuff.
I hate myself that i cannot help him, i hate myself as a big spender also, i hate myself did not give him pressure. I hate i cant help.
We still have long way to go, if we don't face it now, it gonna be a big disaster in future.
I text his brother after that, i hope his brother can go home early to take care of his mother as she really needs support.
I don't feel good at all when i am writing this because we are such a failure. He is now with tonnes of burden working in a different country alone, i can feel how much pressure he has. I sincerely wish him, bless him to overcome this situation. And i wanted to let him know, he is not alone, he will got my support...more and more when he needed.
Raining again, just like my mood. I need to drive to work alone later.
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