I was too busy over the weekend and no time to breath as well. Since he left i think i did not have proper rest. I was thinking when can i have good rest, put aside all things, and just rest with blank mind. I think i got to wait until January, hopefully.
We have so many question in our mind asking ourselves this and that. Guess this is not a good thing at all, why think too much, just do it. I was too emotion last night as i cried out because of many things. Things will slowly getting better, we just need to be patient. I came across a quote at Pelita Nasi Kandar when i was having lunch alone on Ssaturday. It goes like this : thing do not change, but we can change it. That sound so easy but in fact it is really hard.
I blame myself for not being strong enough and always under stress. I truly understand what suit me and what doesn't. However, i do not have choice right now. I am looking forward next year July, the life after that as well.
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