It is the last day of 2008 and i feel sad about it because another year has passed and i see myself achieve nothing.
I actually wanted to write down what had happened in year 2008.
Today i am too lazy to write anything, to think anything, to plan anything..bye 2008
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Review my 2008 resolution
I have recalled what i have written in year end 2007. It is the time to review what i have actually set for the new year resolution and what i have achieved now
为自己设下2008新年愿望：
1。工作更上一层楼。指标是：月份收入RMxx, 参与课程至少两次。
2。搭飞机出国旅游。至少一次（蛮喜欢在KLIA等上飞机的感觉）
3。可以更苗条，更美丽。体重少过50kg
4. 生活有改变 （怎样的改变还不知道，希望是更好，更开心的）
除了以上四点，当然希望，家人与男友平平安安，每个快快乐乐，身体健康，国泰民安，天气不爱这么热，货物不要涨那么多。：）
2008，来吧！我已做好准备了
I think i did not prepare well because i did achieve what i have set for myself:
1. 收入没有 RM xx, 只有参与课程一次 X
2. 有出国一次，到曼谷，但是没有去KLIA X
3. 潜在的体重是 50。7kg X
4. 生活有改变。，是更好吗？不是 X
我想，是时候反思一下了。
为自己设下2008新年愿望：
1。工作更上一层楼。指标是：月份收入RMxx, 参与课程至少两次。
2。搭飞机出国旅游。至少一次（蛮喜欢在KLIA等上飞机的感觉）
3。可以更苗条，更美丽。体重少过50kg
4. 生活有改变 （怎样的改变还不知道，希望是更好，更开心的）
除了以上四点，当然希望，家人与男友平平安安，每个快快乐乐，身体健康，国泰民安，天气不爱这么热，货物不要涨那么多。：）
2008，来吧！我已做好准备了
I think i did not prepare well because i did achieve what i have set for myself:
1. 收入没有 RM xx, 只有参与课程一次 X
2. 有出国一次，到曼谷，但是没有去KLIA X
3. 潜在的体重是 50。7kg X
4. 生活有改变。，是更好吗？不是 X
我想，是时候反思一下了。
my leg is healing
It still looks very swollen and very bad condition before i see the chinese sengsei..
But i is really better now.Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Christmas eve 2008
It was a really quiet night as nothing special happened to me. I finished my yoga class at 8pm then i i drove home. It was terrible jam and i have to use one hour to reach home. I did not have any special dinner instead i have two slices of bread with kaya.
I chatted with him in msn until both of us were tired. Then i went to bed, i remember the time exactly 12am.
Merry Christmas to all i love.
I chatted with him in msn until both of us were tired. Then i went to bed, i remember the time exactly 12am.
Merry Christmas to all i love.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Christmas
Another 5 days is the Christmas day. Nine out of ten people will get crazy buying stuff, clothes, shoes, etc regardless there are really celebrating this event.
I must say i love this day as i like to see the decoration in the shopping malls. However, i did not go to all the malls this year because i just feel lazy going alone. So i took some nice pictures from the malls i have been to recently.
It looks like Hari Raya more than Christmas celebration.Last year was the best.
I sincerely wish everyone have a wonderful Christmas day!
I must say i love this day as i like to see the decoration in the shopping malls. However, i did not go to all the malls this year because i just feel lazy going alone. So i took some nice pictures from the malls i have been to recently.
One Utama
It looks like Hari Raya more than Christmas celebration.Last year was the best.
The Curve
Attract a lot of children and adult to to take photos. I think this deco is the most attractive one with a lot of animal and cartoon.
Cineleisure
Quite simple but nice. White Christmas
Quite simple but nice. White Christmas
Pavillion
A simple tree at the entrance
KLCC
Big tree at the centre court
A simple tree at the entranceKLCC
Big tree at the centre courtI sincerely wish everyone have a wonderful Christmas day!
Monday, December 15, 2008
如果。。
如果你是一棵圣诞树，我愿是树的吊灯，照亮你。。
如果你是一份圣诞礼物，我愿是那些彩带，让你缤纷色彩。。
如果你是一只火鸡，我愿是你得伴蝶，被人一起吃。。。
如果你是一个穷光蛋，我愿是你得的另一半，一生一世的陪着你。。
我们一定会回到开心的一天。。
如果你是一份圣诞礼物，我愿是那些彩带，让你缤纷色彩。。
如果你是一只火鸡，我愿是你得伴蝶，被人一起吃。。。
如果你是一个穷光蛋，我愿是你得的另一半，一生一世的陪着你。。
我们一定会回到开心的一天。。哭了
今天不好了。。我竟然又哭了。开始时是因为觉得自己在教课时退步了，很觉得对不起学生。因为我的心不在，没好好地用心教。
好寂寞的一个人在一个熟悉的地方吃早餐，这次只有我一人，对着一杯美禄，和一包椰奖饭。吃完了还坐着看看一本买了很久的阴瑜伽书，才发现有好多资料都没看完。待了一会儿，就驾车离开了。
到了msq, 先看看mailbox有信吗，才上楼。马上上网，希望能与他谈天，因为今天我快要进入很低潮了。还好他又在，还没开会。天呀，他告诉我车子给拖走了，现在他爸爸再帮他和银行谈。我能感觉他又多么的无奈。我也是，他哭了，我也哭了。只是在不同时间，不同地点。
到了这个地步，我希望我们的婚礼是简单的，没压力的。因为我们都很累了。我不想别人再问我们的生活，也不想再去解析为什么会到今天的一日，因为我们也不知道。
我应该是很幸福的，因为我有一个很爱我的人，已分别人很羡慕的工作，一群爱我的家人。但是因为压力，我都没有这种感觉，反而觉得不知道该怎么得走下去。除了哭，我还能做什么？？
我再听着airsupply 的without you. 哭了。。
我只想抱抱他，和他说我希望我们会好好的。如果可以，我会选择回到一个能够令我很舒服的环境。可能不是这个地球，也不知道那里。
好寂寞的一个人在一个熟悉的地方吃早餐，这次只有我一人，对着一杯美禄，和一包椰奖饭。吃完了还坐着看看一本买了很久的阴瑜伽书，才发现有好多资料都没看完。待了一会儿，就驾车离开了。
到了msq, 先看看mailbox有信吗，才上楼。马上上网，希望能与他谈天，因为今天我快要进入很低潮了。还好他又在，还没开会。天呀，他告诉我车子给拖走了，现在他爸爸再帮他和银行谈。我能感觉他又多么的无奈。我也是，他哭了，我也哭了。只是在不同时间，不同地点。
到了这个地步，我希望我们的婚礼是简单的，没压力的。因为我们都很累了。我不想别人再问我们的生活，也不想再去解析为什么会到今天的一日，因为我们也不知道。
我应该是很幸福的，因为我有一个很爱我的人，已分别人很羡慕的工作，一群爱我的家人。但是因为压力，我都没有这种感觉，反而觉得不知道该怎么得走下去。除了哭，我还能做什么？？
我再听着airsupply 的without you. 哭了。。
我只想抱抱他，和他说我希望我们会好好的。如果可以，我会选择回到一个能够令我很舒服的环境。可能不是这个地球，也不知道那里。
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Just a bit sad
I was too busy over the weekend and no time to breath as well. Since he left i think i did not have proper rest. I was thinking when can i have good rest, put aside all things, and just rest with blank mind. I think i got to wait until January, hopefully.
We have so many question in our mind asking ourselves this and that. Guess this is not a good thing at all, why think too much, just do it. I was too emotion last night as i cried out because of many things. Things will slowly getting better, we just need to be patient. I came across a quote at Pelita Nasi Kandar when i was having lunch alone on Ssaturday. It goes like this : thing do not change, but we can change it. That sound so easy but in fact it is really hard.
I blame myself for not being strong enough and always under stress. I truly understand what suit me and what doesn't. However, i do not have choice right now. I am looking forward next year July, the life after that as well.
We have so many question in our mind asking ourselves this and that. Guess this is not a good thing at all, why think too much, just do it. I was too emotion last night as i cried out because of many things. Things will slowly getting better, we just need to be patient. I came across a quote at Pelita Nasi Kandar when i was having lunch alone on Ssaturday. It goes like this : thing do not change, but we can change it. That sound so easy but in fact it is really hard.
I blame myself for not being strong enough and always under stress. I truly understand what suit me and what doesn't. However, i do not have choice right now. I am looking forward next year July, the life after that as well.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Over one week
It was over one week since he left for Bangkok. Up and down, crying, worries, fear made us so negative towards the next minutes came. What should we do beside being more aggressive and positive towards what we have been looking for. The only thing that keep me moving is, the big day on 4th July.
Being a main character in the movie is always my dream and i believe that day is just a movie to everyone who attends. So i want to look good, feel good, leave good memories to others, so they can remember this movie in their life. Nevertheless, married to someone you really love, is more than anything.
I don't know how we can go thru this month untill 9th Jan to meet each other in Bangkok. I hope that we are patient enough to count for another 35 days.
Being a main character in the movie is always my dream and i believe that day is just a movie to everyone who attends. So i want to look good, feel good, leave good memories to others, so they can remember this movie in their life. Nevertheless, married to someone you really love, is more than anything.
I don't know how we can go thru this month untill 9th Jan to meet each other in Bangkok. I hope that we are patient enough to count for another 35 days.
Monday, December 1, 2008
7th day without him - Monday
After talking to him last night thru skype, i knew how hard life being alone in oversea. When he asked me when can i stay together with him there plus the sms after one hour we hang up the phone, I knew he really miss me.
When we are new to one place, uncertain to many things, being fear to everything, this question show how afraid we are to many things and we hope we can have someone we are familiar with, to been thru it together. I have the same feeling when i was in NZ. I hope i can be there for him, to conmfort him, to give him support. He knew i am doing this all the time even though i am far apart because we are living in the same sky, same smillie moon facing to us.
anothers 38days...i will see him
When we are new to one place, uncertain to many things, being fear to everything, this question show how afraid we are to many things and we hope we can have someone we are familiar with, to been thru it together. I have the same feeling when i was in NZ. I hope i can be there for him, to conmfort him, to give him support. He knew i am doing this all the time even though i am far apart because we are living in the same sky, same smillie moon facing to us.
anothers 38days...i will see him
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