changing

I've been missing my own blog for some times, I do not know what i am busy for recently but just couldn't find time to write something here.

I can feel what he feels recently coz i am really worried for what he is worrying too. That is a new challenge for us to overcome and i do not know whether myself can overcome this. I must say sometimes i am too rely on him, expect too many things from him, especially...i wish i know everything that happen to him, regardless big or small. But , guys sometimes just don't talk.

It will be a change, definitely. I presume it will be a good change, for both of us especially he told me that he wanted to have a solid future with me. That make me feel very secure and less worried. But, i don't know, i wish i can adapt to the change.