失望

究竟是怎麼一回事，讓我那麼的脆落
想哭就哭了出來，眼淚也不停的流
因為寂寞，所以害怕，因為等待，所以有期待
我不是要求高，只是因為你說你會早回來
我等待
你不明白，我的期待
你不明白，我需要愛和關懷

人變得越來越沒有安全感
等他出來以後，我就會有寄託
那你呢？你會在哪？
人是會向東向西的，這是因為沒有安全感
是你的錯，還是我的過分要求

如果人生要這樣的走下去
我想， 你應該有別的選擇
我已被淘汰

37 weeks

Today is 20th April 2010, exactly to 37 weeks of pregnancy. As it is consider full term now, i can due anytime from now. Therefore the counting days has begun.

I am still worried about the position of the baby. He seems to be very active in the womb, moving from up side down along the day. I don't know whether i will end up setting a day for C sec or experiencing contraction then admit to the hospital. How will it be? Cant wait to know.