牵挂你得我

I found some cassettes, which i bought during my secondary school times i guess. I played the cassette and i found this song which i think it was one of my favorite song and i still remember the lyric and how to sing the song. No doubt the MV is quite old fashion, but it was a 90's song. While i listened to the song, it was kind of refreshing me the old school time and the 无忧无虑的日子．How i wish, i can back to the schooling life.

大风它吹进了我想要安静的地方
白浪偷偷地翻阅了我心中深藏的过往
今天特别长 因为你在远方
忧虑也变得不一样 比天更蓝

大雨它带走了我想要留下的脚印
白云悄悄地遮住了我眼中明天的憧憬
孤单那么久 因为有个承落
牵挂也变得不一样 比海更宽

牵挂的是我 明天的梦 是否依然有你的天空

牵挂的是你 许多年以后 心里是否还有我

也许大风它吹散的 大雨它带走的 谁也不能再强留

可是岁月的浪花 永远的白云 谁又能没有梦

BKK day 1 to day 12-You & Me

离开的那一刻

带着沉重的心情，即将要离去着繁忙的城市。。

是伤心，担心，还是难过，都有。。看着他，脸上有岁月的痕迹，仿佛表露了他的不安与悲哀。我能深深的体会，因为我能明白，`也能感受。

压力。。把我们摧残了。。而生活还是要过着。。

I don't know how

Today is already the 11th day of the year of 2009 and i still yet to set my new year resolution. Tomorrow i am going back to my own country, where i was borned , raised and live for life. So i don't think i have time to sit down and think what i want to do for this year.

In the previous blog i have recalled my achievement for the last year, sad to said that it was a failure. Having said that, i still need to look forward something good for the Ox year ahead. I still remember there was a time i was so depressed to quit my job because of the instabilily of income. So i set the target in last year and the deadline was Dec 2008. In the beginning of the month, i thought i have achieved in this final month due to many replacement classes. Unfortunately, i injured my leg that made me forced to take rest. So, the conclusion is, i fail, and the decision is, i should quit what i am doing right now.

Arghhh...It is such a hard decision that i have never had.

Let me think about it again..And i should Ask God

The actual day

The most boring birthday i had..Lucky i still have you :) waiting for you to come back have dinner together

My birthday at Bangkok

It is my birthday today and i am celebrating with him at Bangkok. I am staying here for 12 days and today my holiday come to the middle of the journey. I am quite afraid of leaving this town without him, and back to the place i am familiar with. Facing my day to day routine and asking the same question over and over again.

I was quite happy over the past 6 days staying in Bangkok, stressless because no one know me here and alsp spending precious time with him. Nevertheless, there were some minor things made me unhappy,like jeolousy, rejection, tiredness. But it were all fine now.

I don't know what to do today beside having lunch and dinner with him. Just feel lazy, no excitedment at all. May be i was too tired for the past 6 days, where i walked more than one year walking in KL.