Christmas 2009

I was in Penang this year celebrating the Christmas Eve and day with my husband. It was a great trip that we spend time together, with the little prince in my tummy too.

This is the lovely Christmas present i get. I am not the I.T gadget fans, however, i am hunger to have a Ipod touch for long long time ago. I did not include it in my Christmas list as i know this gadget cost a lot.

He knew that i wanted it. So he gave me the surprise. Thank you Honey!

We had a lot of food in Penang and i must say i have put on weight a lot, not only because i am pregnant, but also the excuse to allow my self to eat without control. From the picture, i must say, i am very very fat now:(

I wish i have...

All i want for Christmas is

A pair of animal house shoes

just some funny pictures

It doesn't look nice for him..I am sorry!

Forgiveness

I did not update my blog recently due to many reasons behind. Too many updates if i wanted to blog, however, being a not so hardworking person, i stopped to blog.

I had doubt few days back,what kind of person i am till i live my life to 29 years. This has striked my mind after the incident one of the yoga center wanted to cut my class. No doubt i have bias opinion towards this boss, so i did not ask the reason for that. The simple reason behind the act is to cut cost. I was so struggle in my heart, should i voice out my dissatisfaction, (even though it would not help to remain my class) or keep quiet. Till today , i maintain silent.

I though i can leave this issue behind without recall it until one of the instructor call me this morning to chat about some others stuff. I bring up this dissatisfaction to her, to my surprise she knows about this. The boss told him due to the end of the year, normally less member will join the class and also because of my pregnancy due. He will reduce some class for this period of time, however, he will increase the class again when the season is up again.

This is quite true that there are seasons in fitness industry. Many members take opportunity to go for holiday during December or school holidays, even Chinese New Year ( it could be up to the whole month of the CNY). So we do not expect the crowd in the class. Of course, the boss has his say on this. Having said that, is this fair for the instructor, or the members who workout for 365 days and paying the same fee like others member?

I hardly angry with someone, or i don't like to do so. Now it is the time to forgive, but it does not come easily till i read some God's words :

Forgive by faith, trust God to do the work in us that needs to be done so that the forgiveness will be complete.

Colossians 3:13
Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.

AMEN

i am getting married soon

Waited for long long time

The feeling of waiting for the big day (待嫁的心情)

It has come to a very special feeling today when i was just relaxing myself to let the make up artist to make over for me. I was totally stress free but the only thing i was worried about i is, whether i look good. :)
So i attended my friend dinner with my trial make over. Some compliments from the friends, that gave me some confident for the actual day. It is really excited looking forward to it, but at the same time, it is just few hours on the 4th July. I wish that event can last for longer time for us to enjoy the moment with our family, friends and relatives.

13th march 2009

The whole morning was raining and i felt so lazy to wake up. The internet connection was not stable so i couldn't online.

It is just a boring for me, and i don't know why...why?

Feb 2009

It is the second month of the year and i still have not set any of my new year resolution. I think i have give up myself, give up my goal, and almost give up my life. I don't wan to set anything to achieve, by passing the day by day, i know i will be better off tomorrow. So i hope this thing happens in this year.

Let pray for peace for the rest of the year, pray for health for the family, him n myself.

牵挂你得我

I found some cassettes, which i bought during my secondary school times i guess. I played the cassette and i found this song which i think it was one of my favorite song and i still remember the lyric and how to sing the song. No doubt the MV is quite old fashion, but it was a 90's song. While i listened to the song, it was kind of refreshing me the old school time and the 无忧无虑的日子．How i wish, i can back to the schooling life.

大风它吹进了我想要安静的地方
白浪偷偷地翻阅了我心中深藏的过往
今天特别长 因为你在远方
忧虑也变得不一样 比天更蓝

大雨它带走了我想要留下的脚印
白云悄悄地遮住了我眼中明天的憧憬
孤单那么久 因为有个承落
牵挂也变得不一样 比海更宽

牵挂的是我 明天的梦 是否依然有你的天空

牵挂的是你 许多年以后 心里是否还有我

也许大风它吹散的 大雨它带走的 谁也不能再强留

可是岁月的浪花 永远的白云 谁又能没有梦

BKK day 1 to day 12-You & Me

离开的那一刻

带着沉重的心情，即将要离去着繁忙的城市。。

是伤心，担心，还是难过，都有。。看着他，脸上有岁月的痕迹，仿佛表露了他的不安与悲哀。我能深深的体会，因为我能明白，`也能感受。

压力。。把我们摧残了。。而生活还是要过着。。

I don't know how

Today is already the 11th day of the year of 2009 and i still yet to set my new year resolution. Tomorrow i am going back to my own country, where i was borned , raised and live for life. So i don't think i have time to sit down and think what i want to do for this year.

In the previous blog i have recalled my achievement for the last year, sad to said that it was a failure. Having said that, i still need to look forward something good for the Ox year ahead. I still remember there was a time i was so depressed to quit my job because of the instabilily of income. So i set the target in last year and the deadline was Dec 2008. In the beginning of the month, i thought i have achieved in this final month due to many replacement classes. Unfortunately, i injured my leg that made me forced to take rest. So, the conclusion is, i fail, and the decision is, i should quit what i am doing right now.

Arghhh...It is such a hard decision that i have never had.

Let me think about it again..And i should Ask God

The actual day

The most boring birthday i had..Lucky i still have you :) waiting for you to come back have dinner together

My birthday at Bangkok

It is my birthday today and i am celebrating with him at Bangkok. I am staying here for 12 days and today my holiday come to the middle of the journey. I am quite afraid of leaving this town without him, and back to the place i am familiar with. Facing my day to day routine and asking the same question over and over again.

I was quite happy over the past 6 days staying in Bangkok, stressless because no one know me here and alsp spending precious time with him. Nevertheless, there were some minor things made me unhappy,like jeolousy, rejection, tiredness. But it were all fine now.

I don't know what to do today beside having lunch and dinner with him. Just feel lazy, no excitedment at all. May be i was too tired for the past 6 days, where i walked more than one year walking in KL.